nothing is ever really that exciting.

Feeling a bit dejavu

I'm back to not having a clue who I am.

I need time to think about what I'm doing.

machines

I'm writing because I was reading but there's a girl sitting at a table near the couch I'm sitting on and she has been rambling on and on more than any other human being I've ever encountered. I'm reading The Photographers Eye but I can't help but overhear this obnoxious broad's conversation next to me.
I think I feel a lot more sorry for the person who's having to listen to her. I have yet to hear his/her voice. Maybe they're a mute. I guess I'll never know...

I think I'm becoming some kind of regular at this joint. There are many regulars here. Though they seem much older than I but that's how I always feel. I think I need to start realizing that I'm twenty and not fifteen and maybe I could feel like I relate to atleast half of these individuals.

Oh, and it would be really nice to have a laptop again.

Oh life, you and your little pranks.

i wish i would have gone to school out of state.
i can't deal with family matters any longer.
i hate the reliance that i have on my parents.
money is ruining my life.


the days aren't long enough.

here i dreamt i was an architect

I am not enjoying this at all.
A rewind function would be greatly appreciated.
Perhaps it actually wasn't the result of my actions and instead its you who's not right.




...we travel without seatbelts on

you're out of my mind.

I don't have a computer anymore so I'm limited to whatever I'm able to do on my phone. Now you can imagine how much more time I spend on this stupid thing.

I love summer so far. I'm attempting to keep it as stress-free as possible. I started doing yoga the other day.
I'm working enough and hopefully I'll take care of all the dirty debt I have. I try not to think about it too much. I made up a summer budget. I'm set.

I've been spending quite a bit of my time on the porch at the house. I met my neighbor the other night and have spent much time conversing with him. Meeting new people is on agenda.

Work really, really is gross. Fuck the economic crisis and the lack of employment. I need a new job.

What I also need is to quit meeting flakey folks.

I'll be updating much, much more now.

Chhhh chhh changes!

It's very exciting.